[Friday the 15th ] [ mood | okay ] well i guess i know that i have been posting depressing things but today im here with a thanksgiving and as well as a testimony. everyone or should i say most of the people around me know that i study chinese studies in ngee ann poly. i always struggled very hard to cope with my studies, you know why? because its mostly in chinese. i shall get to point. one of my modules, chinese literature. the only one that i just cant get myself to study and also to remember what i've learned too. i had a major exam for this module. i really flung this paper. i left many many blanks, so there goes my paper. really and its a definite fail for me. this morning i received a message, the results for my five modules. guess what? i got a D for my chinese literature! which means i just passed my exam for this module. (: praise the Lord! this is my thanksgiving to the Lord. hmm ya a thousand times i may fail, but still your mercy remains

[Wednesday the 13th ] [ mood | tired ] all of a sudden, i felt kind of down. like i've came to the end of my life. the feeling within is hard to express it out. always i thought that im alright. well, i mean normal perhaps not. settling down for a moment, everything seems to sink down. so much things that i feared about. i know that i should stop deceiving myself but i really dont know who is me? which character and personality is me? at times, i dont even know myself well at all. i dont like this feeling! i know i have been blogging depressed matters and things, sorry abt it. i've tried but i dont know why i cant though. the feeling comes and go from within, really hate it so much but just cant express it out. i had forgot about myself. never mind. Lord, im sorry for everything. help me to find release

[Wednesday the 30th ] [ mood | sleepy ] ):

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